If you are looking for Final Cut For Windows, I would suggest that you go to the Apple Store buy yourself a new Mac Mini or maybe the iMac and get yourself the Final Cut Pro trial and give it a go for 30 days. I don’t think it will take 30 days for you to find that you really enjoy using Final Cut Pro X and want to keep it.
I have also seen that you can learn how to use this software which is actually quite easy anyway by looking at the Izzy video tutorials. Really good tutorials by Izzy that you can watch for free and give you a really good start for using Final Cut Pro X.